不要犹豫说对不起，之前已经太晚了。 (don't hesitate to say sorry before it's too late)

Hello 大家！好久不见你们 :)

这是我的第一篇文章使用中国的语文。对不起任何错误的语言，我仍然在学习。所以请注意好吗？哈哈哈。。。

 好朋友，我们都有犯错误对别人，但是我们经常太多的骄傲和耻辱对他们衷心的说声对不起。那我问你。发生的时候,你觉得不着急吗? 特别是，如果他是你谁的人意味着的很多。当然，你会觉得不舒服。然后，马上说对不起，如果你是有罪的。勇敢承认自己的罪过，并真诚地告诉他。之前已经太晚了。

伙计们，我有一个很好的歌送给你从 coco lee 名位宝贝对不起。 祝贺听！:)

宝贝对不起

BAO BEI DUI BU QI | BABY I'M SORRY

聽到我的電話
Ting dao wo de dian hua | When I hear my phone

響了一聲就暫停
Xiang le yi sheng jiu zan ting | Ring once and then stop

會不會是你
Hui bu hui shi ni | Is it you or not?

我總懷疑
Wo zong huai yi | I’m always doubtful

因為這原因
Yin wei zhe yuan yin | Because of this problem

心情不穩定
Xin qing bu wen ding | My mood is not stable

我們之間的問題
Wo men zhi jian de wen ti | The problem between us

是我不相信你
Shi wo bu xiang xin ni | Is that I don’t trust you

敏感又多心
Min gan you duo xin | I’m sensitive and suspicious

怕你變了心
Pa ni bian le xin | I fear you’ve changed your heart

因為愛你
Yin wei ai ni | Because I love you

害怕失去你
Hai pa shi qu ni | I’m afraid to lose you

愛的天氣總是陰晴不定
Ai de tian qi zong shi yin qing bu ding | The weather of love is not always a clear sky and moon

愛的情緒也在歡笑中哭泣
Ai de qing xu ye zai huan xiao zhong ku qi | The feelings of love are also crying while laughing

（Baby）想對你說聲對不起
(Baby) xiang dui ni shuo sheng dui bu qi | (Baby) I’d like to say I’m sorry

用錯了方式去愛你
Yong cuo le fang shi qu ai ni | Used the wrong method to show my love for you
因为我太在意
yin wei wo tai zai yi | Because I'm too careless
 

（如果沒有你）我的世界只剩回憶
  (Ru guo mei you ni) wo de shi jie zhi sheng hui yi | (If I don’t have you) my world is like a memory

每天只面對孤寂
Mei tian zhi mian dui gu ji | Everyday facing the sorrow

已來不及
Yi lai bu ji |I hope I’m not already too late

再說我愛你
Zai shuo wo ai ni | To say I love you

自從那天分手後
Zi cong na tian fen shou hou | Since the day we separated

停不住淚滴
Ting bu zhu lei di | Can’t recognize the sound of tears falling

想念一個人
Xiang nian yi ge ren | Think of you being alone

能忘記自己
Neng wang ji zi ji | I forgot myself

讓我愛你
Rang wo ai ni | Let me love you

什麼都願意
Shen me dou yuan yi | There is nothing I’m not willing to do

如果能再遇見你
Ru guo neng zai yu jian ni | If I can meet you again

把你抱緊
Ba ni bao jin | Hold you close

從此不分離
Cong ci bu fen li | Never again will apart

絕不放棄
Jue bu fang qi | Absolutely won’t give up

我要告訴你
Wo yao gao su ni | I want to tell you

宝贝对不起

Bao bei dui bu qi | Baby I'm Sorry

~♥~

用爱， CY.

 

Things happened in life, taught us something to learn. Here i am, ready to live.

おかえりなさい!!
Okaerinasai, fellas!! I'm back. :D
Lot of things has happened this back time but finally i can see u again bloggie!

Hei. is there any of u feeling sad or upset today?
Because if u do, I suggest maybe you better don't. Just keep it off.
Try to see your problem clearer, see it from different point of view. Maybe you can face it differently.
And THINK. Is there any positive thing happen to you if you keep your anger and sadness?
If u can found one, then u may go for it. But if u can't, why u keep them longer in your heart? :)

Make your heart bigger and move on.
Yes it might be hurts.
But it gives you at least a lesson.
Yes you are not ready.
But you can't avoid something that was supposed to happen.
Yes your hopes are shattered and so is the heart.
But remember there still a bigger dream wait for you tomorrow.
Yes it brings you a bad day.
But it doesn't mean you have a bad life.

Accept it, defeat it.

The bigger heart you provide for accepting it, the more easily you will be able to let it go and move on. And if there is a time when you feel that you can't hold it longer by your own, then try to share it with someone you trusted and can counted to. Once you have passed it, by the time you remembered the story, i'm pretty sure you might be smile and grateful that you have ever through it. That it makes you stronger and creates who u are today. :)

We don't grow when things are easy. We grow when we face challenges and learn :)
So just let it go. It is going to be okay.

. . . . . . . . .

OKAY OKAY.
Lets forget your anxious and unstable thought, guys!
I want to introduce a cute couple that could make you smile.
He is so handsome and so is the girl, so pretty. :D
I bet you'll falling in love with them helplessly once you greet them. HAHA

Guess who?
Here i am proudly present...


JENG JENG JENG JENG *messy backsound* #LEBAY :))


MY NOT-SO-BIG PUPPIES! :D :D :D

What did you think.
They are cute, right?
Ah, you just smile ;)
They were born about 3 weeks ago and i can't help myself unless falling in love with their cuteness!

. . . . . . . . . . .

Guys, there once when One Tree Hill said : 

 “Sometimes it’s easy to feel like you’re the only one in the world who’s struggling, who’s frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feelings a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day and someone, or something, will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in our world. To remind us that it won’t always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you.”

- by Fireflight -

 "Wrapped In Your Arms"

Is this the whole picture
Or is it just the start?
Is this the way you love me?
You're capturing my heart
I used to try and walk alone
But I've begun to grow
And when you tell me just to rest
I'm finally letting go
I let go

And I'm here to stay
Nothing can separate us
And I know, I'm ok
You cradle me gently
Wrapped in your arms.... 

I'm home

I'm seeing so much clearer
Looking through your eyes
I could never find a safer place
Even if I tried
All the times I've needed you
You've never left my side
I'm clinging to your every word
Don't ever let me go
Don't let go

And I'm here to stay
Nothing can separate us
And I know, I'm ok
You cradle me gently
Wrapped in your arms.... 

I'm home
I'm wrapped in your arms, I'm home :)

My dear fellas...

Its true that life is hard.  

Its true that life is full of rocks and stones. 

But remember.  

You, are not alone :) 

 Regards, CY.

You won't know unless you try

Hi coolie fellas! 

Since the feast of Eid still going on, I'd like to say happy Eid day for all of u who celebrated it! :) You have a nice holiday, eh? Phew, made me sooooo envy~ I wish i could have my holiday as well but i've trapped on my so-green calendar of work right now. OK OK, there's nothing to be sad, keep working in this golden week is worth to be done since bunch of red coloured calendars still wait in the back!
End Year holiday, COME TO MAMA~ 

For now, endure it! Bye, awesome holiday.

Finally. I've done to apply my application letter for an aussie's scholarship last week. I have no idea whether it will arrive in time or not. Its my mistake that i sent it too close with the final date and be too much indecisive :| Yet it arrive in time, i don't want to expect too much on it since its a bit too-good-to-be-true for me. Compete with more than 4000 applicants for around 400 available seats (and it will also get clustered by the kind major of study, home town, etc) is tough. Maybe luck have to come out right in time and prayer have to be sent out louder, lol. But you won't know what you will face unless you try, right? Lets make it simple. If i get no called back, then that's just not my right path. The other awesome path must be waiting for me. hihihi Who knows. But while the chance is exist right now, lets we try! It doesn't matter which way i'll be going later, i believe it must be the best way for me. :') -- UPDATED : I didn't get that scholarship but some months later i got accepted in one of university in paradise island (read : Bali) on January 2013 and finished my post-graduate study there on August 2014. *YAY*--

By the way. i went to Malimbu two weeks ago. I didn't go down straight to it's beach but saw it's scenery up away from the hill. It was so pretty to see it from those high anyway. :)

We spent all day long  in the hill. From noon to sunset. How comfy. 

It was so quite up there since there's no people catch up there in noon. People are use to stop by when the sun began to set at around 06:00 PM. The sunset looked so clear up there.

That was so perfect for stayed there while chewing the coconut! Fresh and yummy. :)

And here is...

ME. :| Muahahahaha  

 I know I know. Thats silly!

Guess who took my pic? My MOM. XD Unexpectedly she's a pretty good impromptu photographer, lol ! Thanks Mom, I love u so so! ♥

Last pic!

Mom's bag. HAHA. I just love how the sunlight shone on it! ♥

By the way i'm sorry for your inconvenience in visiting, fellas. I think some bots has spammed my chatbox so I added chaptcha on my cbox now. Ok then, I gotta go to do my job. See u later. :)

Regards, CY.

Each photo has a story to be told and lots memories to be remember

Hei, I'm back! :D

after long long days ago.
Or not.
i just posted somethin' somethin' somedays ago,eh?

What a tiring day~ There are lot of works need to be done in these two days. It is 3 AM already and I'm not feeling well right now. So, please forgive me for making many mistakes today. okay? =P

I think its kind of happiness if we can help our family business :) though i think what i've done was just a little part of the whole part that my brother should do. Real business is kind of complicated thing -___- and now i come back in front of my dear lappie, take a look on my own project. Gosh. I've finished nothing. Really need to take a race with my deadline *again*

allright. complaining finished. *back to reality* -_-

Anyway, i promised u to post some of old photos bout skies and nature right? Tell me u can't wait to see it~ Be honest la~ HAHAHA *feels like a boss xD xD xD

*Stop dreaming, Chin* (¬˛ ¬”)-c<‾˛‾”)‎

  

I talk too much, eh? 
*opps, sorry*

i'll stop talking. 
but not now :P 

Here the photos. I make a short story within (not sure it will going to be truly short or not :P) for u. 
hei u. 
ya u. 
Don't yawn while reading it okay! xD~

STORY OF THE SUN

begin with rising of the sun.... 

don't know why, this photo above remembering me one of mac's default wallpaper on my old macbook. they seems a little bit similar for me. lol xD

The sun start to showing his face and say hello to the world.

 He smiles and standing high upper the mountain..

I captured it from the plane when i went home to my hometown. :)

I even captured a wing of wings air!  

 lol. wings air is name of the plane :P

From his place, he illuminate all the lands

here i am after fly down from the air~ HAHA

That is Lombok International Airport. Local people called it BIL (Bandara International Lombok). Its the nu international airport in lombok. Previously, the airport located in center city of west lombok. The aviation runway needs to being extended for bigger plane, but the city is crowded enough so they can't make the airport bigger. Thats why they must displace the airport to the central lombok. BIL is second biggest airport in indonesia. Let me be clear. The second biggest airport AREA in indonesia. Its true that the yard is so big. but NOT the building. i think the previous airport building even is bigger than this nu one. -_- 

Thats okay. Perhaps it is still on its development :) For me, its good for lombok for making such development on extends its facility for the residents. But I have to go through an hour drive by car from my house everytime I would go to this nu airport. Its quite far :'( Do u know? In the back days, I just need 10 minutes from home to reach the old airport T__T

 and warming the sea...

The birds flying high freely enjoy his warm shine,

 

Trees facing up and waving their leaves replying his greeting,

I love being in place where i took those 2 photos above. Indeed a beautiful place. Its located in far up the cliff so u can take a look on whole sea and mountain in one place. include the sunsets!  what a heaven~ xD and the pink trees, *i don't know whats their name :P* i love them so so! Its not the sakura tree, but still seems similar for me :P Feels like spring time was right there with u ♥ :)

 and people are having their fun under his peaceful light.

Fyi :: The person who jumped in photo, thats my bro! xD I took that photo around one year ago. He told me for taking his pic when he jumped up in the air so it will look levitating. He jumped a lot so i could take the best moment. Once he jumped for the n-time, he twist his leg and yelling aaaaw~! lol. xD I immediately ran on to him but also with a laugh. Sorry bro, i was worried bout u but it still funny for me :)) but thanks God his leg is fine :)

 Until the world have been spending the time all day long, 

all living things say goodbye to him then he start to fall slowly...

He go home for rest, saving his power to protect us again in the next day.

He don't want to see us feels lonely so he always call his friend, Stars, for accompany us to sleep

- THE END - 

*Yaaawwwnn*~

Allright guys, bedtime story has over. I almost fell asleep while typing here. lets go to bed. -_-

Don't ever feel lonely by ur own, because we always being accompany by sun in the day and stars in the night.

Nighty nite. :)

Love and care, CY.

Macro Photo :: Foliage & Flowers

Who loves macro photography? *raise your hand!* :D :D

Hi!

Macro photography is the first thing which makes me being interested in photography a couple years ago.
In the first time i got my DSLR camera, i used it to take some macro photos.
lol, of course (as you predicted) those photos weren't great at all :P
I got so much confused about how to use the correct technique to capture the objects in macro using my DLSR *in manual mode* 
And i don't have any better lens to capture a better macro photo result neither, so...
okay. lets we see what we i could do with these 18-55 mms  - standart lens :|

Here are some of my old macro photo collections last year - foliage and flowers edition 

Foliage

Flowers

Some of them are my favorites. But as you see, they are far from good and lack of technique.

So please help to critics them.
Any comments would be appreciated! Thank you :)

Regards, CY.