Things happened in life, taught us something to learn. Here i am, ready to live.

おかえりなさい!!
Okaerinasai, fellas!! I'm back. :D
Lot of things has happened this back time but finally i can see u again, bloggie :P

Hei. is there any of u feeling sad or upset today?
Because if u do, I suggest u, maybe you better don't. Just keep it off.
Try to see ur problem clearer, see it from different point of view. Maybe u can face it differently.
And THINK. Is there any positive thing happen to u if u keep ur anger and sadness?
If u can found one, then u may go for it. But if u can't, then why u keep them longer in ur heart? :)

Make ur heart bigger and move on.
Yes it might be hurts.
But it gives u at least a lesson.
Yes u are not ready.
But u can't avoid something that was supposed to happen.
Yes ur hopes are shattered and so is the heart.
But remember there still a bigger dream wait for u tomorrow.
Yes it brings u a bad day.
But it doesn't mean u have a bad life.

Accept it, defeat it.

The bigger heart u provide for accepting it, the more easily you will be able to let it go and move on. And if there is a time when u feel that u can't hold it longer by ur own, then try to share it with someone u trusted and can counted to. Once u have passed it, by the time u remembered the story, i'm pretty sure u might be smile and say, i'm so grateful i have ever through it, because it makes me stronger and creates me who i am today. :)

Sometimes God doesn’t give you something what do u think u want or even take it away from u not because you don’t deserve it but because He want u to learn something. Believe He has another better plan for u. :)

So just let it go, it is going to be okay. :D

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OKAY OKAY.
Lets forget ur anxious and unstable thought, guys!
I want to introduce u someone that could make u smile.
He is so handsome and so is the girl, so pretty. :D
I bet u'll falling in love with them helplessly once u greet them. HAHA

Guess who?
Here i am proudly present...


JENG JENG JENG JENG *messy backsound* :))


MY NU PUPPIES! :D :D :D

 

 

 

How do u think??
They are so cute, right? :D
Look~ U just smile =P
They were born about 3 weeks ago and i can't help myself unless falling in love with their cuteness :P

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Guys, there once when One Tree Hill said : 

 “Sometimes it’s easy to feel like you’re the only one in the world who’s struggling, who’s frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feelings a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day and someone, or something, will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in our world. To remind us that it won’t always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you.”

- by Fireflight -

 "Wrapped In Your Arms"

Is this the whole picture
Or is it just the start?
Is this the way you love me?
You're capturing my heart
I used to try and walk alone
But I've begun to grow
And when you tell me just to rest
I'm finally letting go
I let go

And I'm here to stay
Nothing can separate us
And I know, I'm ok
You cradle me gently
Wrapped in your arms.... 

I'm home

I'm seeing so much clearer
Looking through your eyes
I could never find a safer place
Even if I tried
All the times I've needed you
You've never left my side
I'm clinging to your every word
Don't ever let me go
Don't let go

And I'm here to stay
Nothing can separate us
And I know, I'm ok
You cradle me gently
Wrapped in your arms.... 

I'm home
I'm wrapped in your arms, I'm home :)

My dear fellas...

Its true that life is hard.  

Its true that life is full of rocks and stones. 

But remember.  

YOU, are not alone :) 

 Regards, CY.

Soon i realize. The same chance didn't mean that everything would be back as before

" ... sometimes we thought we have known quite a lot about something, have nicely understood it. We look further and soon wise up that in fact we just barely knew about it. Time already changes everything and we have nothing to do to change it all... "

One of the best things we can do in our lives is this: begin again.
Begin to see yourself as you were when you were the happiest and strongest you've ever been.

Begin to remember what worked for you and what worked against you,
and try to capture the magic again.

Begin to remember how natural it was when you were a child - to live a lifetime each day.

Begin to forget the baggage you have carried with you for years:
the problems that don't matter anymore,
the tears that cried themselves away,
and the worries that are going to wash away
on the shore of tomorrow's new beginning.

Tomorrow tells us it will be here every new day of our lives;
and if we will be wise, we will turn away from the problems of the past
and give the future - and ourselves - a chance to become the best of friends
Sometimes all it takes is a wish in the heart to let yourself...

Begin Again. 

 - by Collin McCarty

hey.
Its a nice poem, isn't it? Very thoughtful! :)
Well, I'm not a poem lover, actually. but I found it accidentally today and suddenly fallin' in love with it. Nice words, i think. :D So i want to share it to u, all. Totally no offense. :P

And as usually. A daily song from me to u. Came from David Archuleta. Hope u guys like it :) 

♥ THINGS ARE GONNA GET BETTER ♥

Everybody's got a time in their life
When everything hurts and nothing's right.
But you gotta walk on, yeah you gotta walk on.

Everybody's got a piece of their heart
That's been stepped on and torn apart.
But you gotta be strong, yeah you gotta walk on.

Cause I, know, it's hard to have the strength and,
Sometimes, all you feel is pain, but,
Things keep floating by on that river in the night.

But I know things are gonna get better,
And I know things are gonna be fine.
And I know Life is gonna get better,
Life is gonna get better, yeah we're gonna be fine.

Everybody's got that one regret, no matter how they try, they can't forget.
But you gotta move on, yeah you gotta move on.
And everybody's got someone they've lost,
And they can't believe they're really gone.
But you gotta live on, yeah you gotta live on.

And I know there's hope.
I see it in your eyes.
So take me, touch me.
Cause with a little bit of love, we can win the fight.
With a little bit of love we can see the light.
With a little bit of love it'll be alright.

Walk, walk, walk the line and,
keep, keep, keep walking on.
Keep, keep, keep walking on.

" ... everything keeps changing. So that we must not stop to learn. Keep growing up, keep believing, keep in faith. and be strong! " :)

Good night, everybody.

Regards, CY. 

People come and go, but the memories don't

"  ...people often tend to be ignorant and selfish, forgetting the good thing that others have ever done for them. we frequently begin to realize someone's goodness when they've gone. and memories bring all of them back. why don't we try to always preserve our attitude to all people around us while they are still there...? "  

Hei, say hello to September!

Hope September will bring us MORE happiness the grey August :')

Time goes fast, doesn't it?

I felt that i passed September just a month ago by came back to my hometown and watched a complete stories about 9/11's replay tragedy in NGC while doing my thesis. I spent all the day to watched the show. Two days ago, i watched the TV and already seen the ads for aired back of the same 9/11's replay tragedy, realize me that another September has come back! I dunno whether i have passed lot of good things so it made me feel about how fast did the time went OR i just passed all the day by my blank mind -__- Wake up,girl. It has been another year! T__T 

Gaaaah, i must live day to day more mindful from now on. Start to focus! -__- One day passed could change everything. We may miss an important moment just by pass a single day. Nope. Maybe even by pass a single minute. Mr. Time, gimme back my precious moment i've missed and WAIT meeeeeee~~ @@"!

Think deeply about how fast does the time goes, i always answered all the questions about my age proudly with an assured voice 2 years back then. :D Now? Humm.. I don't think so. It become more sensitive to talk about my age now! HAHA I start to feel old! -__-

Anyway, as usually. I have a gift song for u! :)

An old song by switch foot (but i love Jayesslee's cover version! :D)

So inspired, give a lot of encouragement. :)

I try to learn playing this song in piano version but its quite hard for me since i have just known a basic of playing keyboard :'( hope i can really play this song one day! 

DARE YOU TO MOVE

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next
What happens next
Dare you to move
Dare you to move
Dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
Dare you to move
Dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

Dare you to move
Dare you to move
Dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
Dare you to move
Dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before

May this song can cheer you up when you were in sadness, my dear friends :)

Bye.

Regards, CY.