Things happened in life, taught us something to learn. Here i am, ready to live.

おかえりなさい!!
Okaerinasai, fellas!! I'm back. :D
Lot of things has happened this back time but finally i can see u again bloggie!

Hei. is there any of u feeling sad or upset today?
Because if u do, I suggest maybe you better don't. Just keep it off.
Try to see your problem clearer, see it from different point of view. Maybe you can face it differently.
And THINK. Is there any positive thing happen to you if you keep your anger and sadness?
If u can found one, then u may go for it. But if u can't, why u keep them longer in your heart? :)

Make your heart bigger and move on.
Yes it might be hurts.
But it gives you at least a lesson.
Yes you are not ready.
But you can't avoid something that was supposed to happen.
Yes your hopes are shattered and so is the heart.
But remember there still a bigger dream wait for you tomorrow.
Yes it brings you a bad day.
But it doesn't mean you have a bad life.

Accept it, defeat it.

The bigger heart you provide for accepting it, the more easily you will be able to let it go and move on. And if there is a time when you feel that you can't hold it longer by your own, then try to share it with someone you trusted and can counted to. Once you have passed it, by the time you remembered the story, i'm pretty sure you might be smile and grateful that you have ever through it. That it makes you stronger and creates who u are today. :)

We don't grow when things are easy. We grow when we face challenges and learn :)
So just let it go. It is going to be okay.

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OKAY OKAY.
Lets forget your anxious and unstable thought, guys!
I want to introduce a cute couple that could make you smile.
He is so handsome and so is the girl, so pretty. :D
I bet you'll falling in love with them helplessly once you greet them. HAHA

Guess who?
Here i am proudly present...


JENG JENG JENG JENG *messy backsound* #LEBAY :))


MY NOT-SO-BIG PUPPIES! :D :D :D

What did you think.
They are cute, right?
Ah, you just smile ;)
They were born about 3 weeks ago and i can't help myself unless falling in love with their cuteness!

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Guys, there once when One Tree Hill said : 

 “Sometimes it’s easy to feel like you’re the only one in the world who’s struggling, who’s frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feelings a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day and someone, or something, will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in our world. To remind us that it won’t always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you.”

- by Fireflight -

 "Wrapped In Your Arms"

Is this the whole picture
Or is it just the start?
Is this the way you love me?
You're capturing my heart
I used to try and walk alone
But I've begun to grow
And when you tell me just to rest
I'm finally letting go
I let go

And I'm here to stay
Nothing can separate us
And I know, I'm ok
You cradle me gently
Wrapped in your arms.... 

I'm home

I'm seeing so much clearer
Looking through your eyes
I could never find a safer place
Even if I tried
All the times I've needed you
You've never left my side
I'm clinging to your every word
Don't ever let me go
Don't let go

And I'm here to stay
Nothing can separate us
And I know, I'm ok
You cradle me gently
Wrapped in your arms.... 

I'm home
I'm wrapped in your arms, I'm home :)

My dear fellas...

Its true that life is hard.  

Its true that life is full of rocks and stones. 

But remember.  

You, are not alone :) 

 Regards, CY.

Family is a heaven in this heartless world

Hi there!

long time no see! :D

it have been three weeks, huh? xD

Umm... Anyone missing me? *i don't think any of u would do* :P

I just came back from Bali doing some dealings there, included visiting my uncle. he still in series of treatment after surgery to cure his disease. Hope u get well soon, uncle! :( Lets pray for his recovery, kay?! :) Anyway, my cousins from Surabaya also came there. I'm so so so glad because i can met them after long time since my last farewell in Surabaya. I really miss Surabaya badly! :( 

Filled our time there, my cousins and I done lots of photo-ing activities~ Never thought that they would enjoyed photography when i firstly took some photos and edited it for them :P So there we were, clicking here and clicking there, act foolishly and having lots of fun! xD 

  Us in Bedugul Lake. In our way to uncle's house in Lovina. Stop there for eating Satay and buying some strawberries *Yum* :D

I really love her expression above! xD She has a strong willing in her eyes :)

O I've one fatty-fatty-fatty face up there! :( Took this photos in Lovina Beach which is just 5 minutes by foot from my uncle's house :) I enjoyed lots of sweet strawberries we bought from Bedugul there. :P Lovina beach also called as Dolphin bay by the people nearby. Dolphins love to show themself up in the morning around the bay and people can see them closer by went some miles from the coast by boat. Lovina beach is not as pretty as lots of other beach i've ever visit before. But even so, it has its own attraction, right? :D 

 THANKS to the wind who makes my hair looks so messy T___T

Okay. STOP showing those boring expression. and START showing our crazy-foolish expression! xD

 TADAAA~~!!!

Lol. We took this photo in my 2nd floor backyard at my house before we went to uncle's house. Of course we took it by using the tripod! We are to shy-shy-kitty-cats to posing like that in front of our beloved aunt and uncle :P Umm.. Not crazy & fool enough for u, eh? Okay then.

MWAAAHAHHAHA..!!

Ooops. Sorry.
Even myself never imagined that i would act that way :|

 Ooh. Did i forgot to told u about the boy in our pic? Thats my other cousin :P Still at 4th grade now. :) Actually he has a lil brother who still at kindergarden which is also came there. But he was playing with his toys when we took this photo so he didn't make it :|   

A request from my dear-lovely cousin for editing our photos :D So i randomly try to make a page of scrapbook filled with our photos :) Glad she is quite happy with it :D Umm, didn't forget at all, i also took some photos for my instagram :D *you also can see them in InstagramCollection-tab* Check them out and give some critics. Don't u know? I ♥ critics! :P

See ya! :D

Regards, CY.

Besties :: Four years giving us lots of sweet memories :)

Hello ther.

What are u doing today?
I'm quite bored here :|
I have to do lot of works, but my mood to doing it just lost somehow. 
Bad. My laziness is back.

I opened my photos directory, seeing back lots of my photo collections with my besties when we hang out together. I MISSED THEM. I miss those moments.. 

  

♥ Cynthia 20th Bday in Resto V

♥ Yuli 21th Bday in D'Cost Pakuwon City

♥ Maria 21th Bday in Resto Tokyo

 Girls Shoes! Lets Guess. Where's ur shoes girls? xD

♥ Lili 21th Bday in Golden Jade

Trying to act CUTE ~ lol 

Our pose is quite striking. Every person passes us always pay attention on us that time. haha

♥ Shasha 21th Bday in Resto V

♥ Girls Day Out Part 1 in Grand City

What do we do there? Of course. Going to HAPPUP.  Its KARAOKE time~

 " ... On sesangi hamkke michyeo
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up ... " 

(BGM by 2PM - Put ur hands up) xD

Ya. All of us love to sing.

U too. Don't u?

Every time we entered a karaoke room, everyone will going crazy! HAHA

English song? Korean Pop? Indonesian song?

We've beat them up!

"We're Rock!!" HAHA

We buy a dozen of winter jacket for making our own uniform though indonesia doesn't have any winter season. Its okay. At least it looks cute, right? *rawr* 

Its almost christmas already that time so every mall start to display christmas tree on their entrance. We ended our photoshoot time. Captured some pictures there..

♥ Girls Day Out Part 2 in Ciputra World & Myoungga

We're late to depart so we stop by in Ciputra World just for 30 Minutes. Well its better than if its cancelled i thought. At least we could gathered completely. Unfortunately Cynthia has another concern with her family so she can't going to Myoungga for dinner with us. Anyway, Myoungga is one of famous korean restaurants in Surabaya. Almost all of us are loving lot of things related to Korea, included their food. 

We order lot variety of korean dishes on menu & try to order a bottle of Soju (Korean distilled beverages). 

No we aren't a drunken. We just want know how it taste :D

So. This is how we are before we drink those Soju.

And this is what happened after we drank Soju.

I Lied. lol

That's just some act we made. Like a drunken. 

Each of us just take less than a shoot. There's no way we'll getting drunk.

 But I admitted that Soju is quite strong enough making our face turned to red. -__-

♥ Celebration for Our Graduation in DCost Kayoon

Four of our male friends, Cynthia and I were graduated that time. Six of us make a little party, inviting some of our bestfriends to come for dinner. Of course we don't forget to invite the girls! :)

*some mess - didn't let Devi to show up her face at the camera.

  *but she can make it* lol

*some silly face made by Shin & Cyn

 but they're still cute as always~  ;)

Anyway, I never imagine that they'll come bringing a cake and some souvenir for us!

Try to guess what is it!

........

Exactly! Its a Mug *yay*

It has a print of our face *those face which appear on our student card!* what a shame :|

But whatever it is, we still love those mug. It's a form of their care for us ♥ :)

Thanks friends for coming and gave those sweet chococake & unforgetable reminiscence for us.

We promise we'll never forget all of u. We are BFF! :)

 Some of them are on their way completing their final project now. Chasing deadline that falls on these 28th of June. *Yes. right on my birthdate* Hope they can do their best. Keep fighting and good luck! 

God bless all of u as always :)

xoxo, CY.